Immunity

I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well                                                                                                                              Psalm 139:14 (KJV)

In the past two days I have seen stories about the human immune system. Of course, during the past 18 months, we have been immersed with stories about the COVID-19 vaccines and the immunity it gives against the Coronavirus.

A story I watched last evening was about how scientists are experimenting with using the human immune system to combat cancer. There have been some fascinating and inspiring events that have come from this research. Enabling (perhaps “tricking” is a better word) our immune system to fight cancer might be pending a miracle.

Yet the larger blessing/miracle is the immune system itself. I saw a story on the news this morning about a young boy who was born without any antibodies that would fight off infections. He was vulnerable to any virus that might come his way, and he was almost always sick. After some exhaustive medical work, doctors have found some means to start up his immune system. However, he still needs to take injections every two week to make sure that he has some antibody production.

The point here is that our Creator came up with a miraculous method of keeping us healthy and alive. If there was ever a case for arguing about the existence of an Intelligent Designer, I think that I would point to the immune system as a significant case in point.

Prayer: Lord, you have made us in ways that we do not completely understand, but we do recognize you as the Master Designer, Amen

Joseph Shepherd Chs. 60- Epilogue

Chapter 60

 We set sail on a glorious morning from London. We had around 40 passengers, a load of sterling from the Bank of England, the payment for the most recent shipment of salt cod and rum which the Massachusetts Bay Company had transported. Business was good for the Company, and the chest of sterling was proof of that. It was guarded by several heavily armed merchant seamen who were becoming a security force of some renown. Edwin Carr was skilled as a captain, and young Jacob was becoming a first-rate pilot. Margaret and I were so proud of him!

We were no more than a few days out of London when Jacob spotted a vessel off our port side closing with some speed. England had no current enemies, but pirates were always a threat. The Queensgate was not a fighting ship, but she had two canons on board as a response to such threats. While no match for a fighting ship, it was somewhat of a deterrent for pirates who did not care for a fair fight when embarking on their despicable trade. 

“Keep steady west”, said Edwin as he heard the report of a strange vessel approaching. “Aye Sir” said the helmsman. Jacob came to our quarters and sought out his mother. He wanted to assure her that all was well. Word had quickly spread that there was some excitement on the top deck. “Is all well?” Margaret asked. “Oh yes mother”, Jacob assured. “We do not know the business of that ship coming up on us, but it may be nothing to mention. Nonetheless, we are careful and we aim to protect this ship and all on board”, he reassured.

Shepherd and I had been in such dealings nearly 30 years ago. Shepherd came to me and inquired as to my well-being. “Joseph”, I said, “we have been in this situation before!” I smiled. Shepherd laughed. “Indeed we have”, he said. “Do you think these are pirates?” he asked. “I doubt it”, I said. “Well, we do have a nice chest of sterling on board, and there are people here who could be taken captive and sold into slavery”, he said.

“Yes”, I replied, “but the sterling on board is a secret that we know of only because of Edwin and Jacob telling us privily”, I said. “True”, he said, “but any ship is a target for pirates on the open sea. It is more a matter of opportunity than of target oftentimes”, he concluded.

The ship on our port side was making good gains on us. It was a smaller ship with a larger sail to size ratio equipped primarily for speed, not transport. As it gained, Jacob and Edwin became more concerned. They were becoming convinced that the vessel was up to no good, and that preparations were to be made to defend the Queensgate.

The two canon were wheeled into position and secured. The security force was in heavy action now. They had also placed a number of loaded muskets at their command near the canon. They had also brought up a brazier to heat up some of the cannon balls so that they could hurl at the enemy a red hot ball which could ignite a sail. Since the “enemy” vessel was loaded with sails, a lucky hit could indeed start a damaging fire.

It was getting late in the day now, and tensions were rising as the mystery vessel approached. Fighting at night was not unknown, but it was very unusual. The wind began to pick up and the Queensgate was picking up speed. The skillful hand of Edwin Carr became evident as he tacked masterfully into the wind and began to put distance between our ship and rogue vessel. Soon, all signs of the intruder were gone. Perhaps they had left the fray, or perhaps they were just testing us, but through the night, the Queensgate was putting distance between herself and possible danger. By morning, we could no longer see the intruder vessel. Perhaps it was an innocent encounter, or perhaps the intruders were simply shown the deft hand of a veteran captain. In any case, the Queensgate had escaped possible danger, and we were grateful.

The seas were calm and we were making good time for a westerly voyage. Gerry, Adams, Hancock, Shepherd and I became deeply involved in a discussion about the fate of America. Shepherd had much more experience with European sovereigns, and he talked of the unease they had with the American experience. “You all think differently than people in Spain, France, Sweden, Russia and Prussia”, he said. “You may not be aware anymore because you have had some twenty-five years of a kind of freedom unknown to most people in Europe”, he said. “You have begun to see the world in a light which is not even possible for most people on the Continent to even conceive of”, he said. “The serfs in Russia have no hope of ever having land of their own. People in Swabia, Prussia, France and many other lands are required to accept the religion of the ruler as their own or they are persecuted. In America, there is a way to follow one’s own beliefs without succumbing to the demands of the ruler. Do you understand the gift that you have?” asked Shepherd.

“I suppose one never really appreciates what he has until it is taken from him”, I ventured. “Human nature”, several muttered in agreement. “Yes, so true”, said Shepherd. I believe that America has a destiny, larger than any individual’s capacity to understand freedom. People seeking asylum in America, people such as me, are looking for our own interests. We need to find our larger mission in making an America which is a haven for people seeking safety, asylum, or escape from shackles and poverty. What a mission to serve!” he concluded.

We pondered on this as Shepherd spoke. Indeed, we came to America for our own needs for protection, freedom, independence from oppression- just a fresh start for many of us. Shepherd’s vision for an America, based upon such principles, made it rise to an almost divine mission. Our collective desires for a freedom in America could merge into a system whereby people could, for generations to come, find on American soil the freedoms which were so elusive in Europe. It could be that “beacon on a hill” that John Winthrop had written about several years prior.

Gerry, Hancock, and Adams were strong men with vision. Yet I do not think that they had been challenged beyond the need for personal freedoms and economic freedoms until Shepherd made the case for a system which might perpetuate such freedoms for generations to come. A new order was needed for such a system, and these men could be the ones to influence those future generations.

The rest of our voyage proceeded smoothly. We saw no further signs of the mysterious vessel which had shadowed us early in the voyage. We neared Boston harbor which seemed to have grown even in the short time we were away in England. A bustling fishing industry was growing as the market for cod grew.

Shepherd was stunned at what he saw. He became convinced that America would be in the forefront of new movements in commerce, religious freedom, and invention. He was anxious to see the home that Margaret and I shared, and I was excited to have him with me at my next lectures at Harvard. He was such a presence when he spoke that I was sure that the students would be fascinated by his views and his wisdom.

Within a week, we seemed to be almost back into a routine. Shepherd stayed with Margaret and me, and he met our grandson, John, now over 2 years old as Anna brought him to our home in welcoming our return. “Meet John Adams!” smiled Anna as she introduced her son to Joseph. “He is named for his father!” she beamed.

 Shepherd smiled as he lifted little John into the air with a swing of his arms. John squealed with delight at this and Shepherd then grew serious. “This little boy will grow to be a man with a legacy”, he said. “His children and generations to come will be blessed by him”, he concluded.

I thanked Shepherd for his kind words, but Shepherd explained. “A strong feeling came over me as I lifted this child. It was as if I heard God say that this child will lift a nation as you have lifted him in the air”, he said.  “Well, I hope that you are right about that”, I managed to say. However, all of us in the room later said that we were strangely moved by those words of Shepherd.

Chapter 61

A few weeks later I returned to my duties at Harvard. Teaching students about the medical arts was a very enjoyable part of my life. In order to teach about medicine, I strongly believed that one needed to practice it every day as well. Shepherd joined me in my practice as physician, and it seemed like our old adventures together were simply renewed but had never ceased. Shepherd told me of the latest advances he had learned while on the Continent.

We discussed William Culpepper’s ideas about herbal medicine. Shepherd believed in the use of herbals, but disdained how Culpepper, and even Kepler, had attached any correlation or value with linking medicines to the zodiac signs. Shepherd discouraged me from using bloodletting as a cure for any illness, including fevers. Shepherd talked about the importance of dealing holistically with people, not separating physical, spiritual, and emotional health, but having our patients work toward health in all those areas. He reasoned that diet played an important part in maintaining good health and he would write out a plan for each of his patients what foods might be most healing- much like he had done for King James so many years ago.

One day a slave from one of the tobacco plantations in Virginia was brought to us. The slave known only as “Jupiter”, was a fairly young man who looked much older than his years. Rarely did we know the age of the slaves- even they themselves often did not know their own age- so we guessed him to be in his late twenties, based upon his recollections of his youth. His body was ravaged with scars- a sign of an independent spirit which had been tamed with lashes. He had run away from the tobacco plantation and had found his way north through the help of some churchmen he encountered along the way. Reverend Amos Willis brought him to us when he found Jupiter staggering along the road near his church. Jupiter had been showing signs of fever and he was seeing visions of angels and “hearing their beautiful voices”. Reverend Willis did not know how to help the poor man, but he was unwilling to let him go on his way without help. “I can do no less than the Good Samaritan”, Willis said as he brought the slave into our “hospital”, which was two small rooms added on to our home.

Shepherd began his examination by simply talking quietly to Jupiter. He asked the slave how long he had been travelling, what he had eaten lately, what kind of water he had been drinking, how much sleep he had in the past week, and whether he had any family. Jupiter, though burning with fever, seemed taken aback by Shepherd’s interest in him. “Son, how can I help you if I do not get to know more about you?” Shepherd replied.

Jupiter began to weep as he replied to Shepherd. “You is one of them angels I seen!” Jupiter said. Shepherd replied, “I am not one of those angels” Shepherd said softly, “but I do mean to help you”, he concluded. “Nobody ever ask me about my family”, Jupiter said. “I don’t know who my family is since I left my home on that devil ship”, said Jupiter. “I was a boy and I got took by these people and put on a ship. Most people like me died on that ship, but I lived. Got took to Charleston and sold to some evil men. Got took to a plantation somewhere and I had to plant and hoe tobacco. I worked hard, but I hated everybody around me. When I been there a while, they seen how big and strong I was. They start calling me “Jupiter” ‘cause I was big and strong. They told me I was “breedin’ stock” and they put me with women. Told me to “go have some fun” with them and make some babies for them.

“I done what they said, but they started beatin’ me more often. Somebody said those men was jealous of me getting to be with those women. They just beat me all the time. So I ran away, but they always caught me and beat me more. The last time I run, they do not catch me. I still be runnin’ but I got sick. Been sick for a week or more now…”

He trailed off at that point and passed out. We carried Jupiter to a bed and covered him with a blanket. These were, at the time, the only things we could do for the poor man’s benefit. I looked at Shepherd and said, “Is there anything we can do for him? I think he is near death”, I concluded. “He is surely very ill Luke”, said Shepherd. “I am not sure of what those “visions” are, but they could be the result of his fever. “Until we do a further examination, we can just try to keep him comfortable”, he said. “We will be lucky to keep him alive”, I countered.

Jupiter survived through the night. Shepherd and I took turns checking on him as he slept and we were exhausted the next day. In late morning, Jupiter stirred, then sat up with a start, screaming and covering his head as if to ward of blow of unseen attackers. He was drenched in sweat and it appeared that his fever had broken. We gave him water and he drank copiously. Calmer now, he was able to relate the dream that woke him up. “I was runnin’ from them masters that always beat me. But then I slipped and fell and they catch me and they start beaten on me worse than ever. Then one man he raise his hand and he got a gun- he gonna kill me I say to myself. He cock the hammer and he aim, and he say “Lord Kensington is gonna pay me a bounty for killing your sorry arse. You ran away for the last time!” Then I wake up- I think. Is I dead?”

I began to laugh out of exhaustion, relief, and the absurdity of the question. Shepherd smiled, “No Jupiter, you are not dead. Perhaps your life has really just begun!” he assured the slave. “Now tell us, what is your given name? Jupiter is the name the slavers gave to you. What is your true name?” asked Shepherd.

“My name,… my name is Chibuike” he said. He gave a faint smile which showed several missing teeth, and gums which looked red and painful. He still looked somewhat muscular, but he was very thin, having evidently lost weight on his run to freedom.

“We will harbor you here”, said Shepherd almost immediately. I was not nearly as certain about the idea as Shepherd was. There was a fair amount of danger in harboring a runaway slave, mostly from the owners. The slave was property of another person, therefore harboring a slave was considered to be stealing.

“Joseph”, I said, “I do not think it wise to harbor a slave under my roof. My family and my reputation are at stake. You too could suffer for this since we both know that it is stealing to harbor this man from his rightful owner”, I concluded. Shepherd looked at me with a withering stare, something that had never been directed toward me from him. “Luke, you worry about your reputation when a man’s life is at stake here. You would take in a stray dog who was wounded without question- indeed I have seen you do just that. But you question whether you should save the life of this man?” he concluded.

I could not respond to that. Shepherd refused to consider the consequences for himself for doing something that he believed was the right thing. Whether it was safe or legal were not the first considerations. Rather, the first consideration is ‘what is right’?

Chibuike heard our discussion and responded. “I don’t want no trouble for you two. You helped me now you can let me move on”, he said. “I do not know what Dr. Greene will do Chibuike”, said Shepherd, “but I will not allow a sick man go out to his demise. I will travel with you to find a more hospitable place if need be”, he finished.

Shepherd had managed to shame me and offend me at the same time. He seemed to have a talent for that. I replied, “Dr. Shepherd has not the means to help you Chibuike. It seems I to need to take care of both of you, so you will stay here while I consider what to do next”, I sniffed.

Shepherd smiled a smug little grin and I broke into laughter which overcame my anger at the time. “Shepherd, you always seem to get your way, why should this time be any different?” I said. Chibuike could not understand what just took place, so Shepherd finally said, “Chibuike, we are under the care of Dr. Greene now, so we must stay and be good patients for him”, he said smiling. Chibuike nodded and smiled. We now had another member of the household, at least for a while.

Chapter 62

Sean Kelley and Chepi had heard that Shepherd was back in America.  They were living outside of Boston on a small farm with Kimi, now 23 years old. Kimi was different after her encounter with the devilish Lehane. She was now quiet, reserved, and even timid around people. She feared to be with men and professed that she would never marry or want to have children. She tended to her chores, helped with the farm and showed unusual ability in understanding herbs, plants, flowers and trees as natural remedies for illnesses. Some thought her to be odd or eccentric in this talent. For example, she would deliberately have people with pain in their bone joints be exposed to bee stings in the area of the pain. After a while, those people brave (or foolish enough) to have allowed this odd treatment swore that they had less pain, and that they would allow Kimi to continue to do this in the future for them. Kimi seemed indifferent to the whispers about her being strange, even perhaps being a witch. Chepi took great offense to such talk, and no one dared offend Chepi. She too was considered a mysterious woman, especially because of her Algonquin heritage.

Kelley, Chepi and Kimi visited Joseph, Margaret and me and we asked them to stay for a few days. Shepherd had not seen Kimi since she was a baby, and he was delighted to see Kelley and Chepi. We talked for hours about life in England, life in America, and the future for all of us. Chepi, through her contacts in the Algonquin community had been hearing more disturbing news about white men who were stirring up trouble. The Algonquin people were being devastated by the changes that were happening because of the presence of both French and English settlers and adventurers. Diseases they had never seen were wiping out whole clusters of Algonquin, forcing them to change the lifestyles they had for generations. The presence of rum, more and more firearms, and the English practice of wiping out large swaths of trees for lumber were bewildering to them.  “These people ravage the land!” said Kimi, “we must live with the land”, she said. We had heard such talk before, but Kimi proceeded to say, “We also hear more about treaties and promises from the French and the English. They want Algonquin, Seneca, Wampanoag, Iroquois and other peoples to align with them and fight the other side. I think they want tribes to fight their battles for them”, she concluded.  

Later in the evening as the women were cleaning up after our supper, Kelley, Shepherd and I were reminiscing about our old times together. Then Kelley told us of his worries for Kimi. She was a bright and feisty young woman, and perhaps no man would, or would want to be, a match for her. Kelley feared that she would be a spinster growing colder in her old age. “She loves her mother and me”, said Kelley, “but we will not be around forever. What will become of her when we are gone? I do not think that she can return to her own people. She looks at the world through Algonquin eyes, but she is considered a white woman by the Algonquin, and Algonquin by whites. I fear for what will happen to her”, Kelley concluded. “She is a skilled and intelligent young woman”, said Shepherd, “I believe that she can make her way in the world without a husband”, he said. “Well, she will need to”, said Kelley.  “I know she must find a life outside of her parents, but she is fearful of that despite her stern appearances to others”, he concluded.

I sensed that Kelley was asking us for something- an answer of some type- but I had no response to him. Shepherd however, did offer something for thought, saying “May I suggest that Kimi stay with us and help us as we provide medical care for the community? She is quite skilled at finding natural medicines, and she can be very valuable to us as we minister to the native population that we encounter who want our help”, he concluded.

Once again, Shepherd was volunteering me for something that I had not considered. Again, I was offended and angry about his presumptions upon me and our friendship. His talk about ministering to the native population was a surprise also. Yes, occasionally we would be asked to help with some Indians, but that was seldom, and certainly not worth adding on someone to help for just that. Not wanting to offend Kelley, I said that we would consider talking with Kimi, but made no promises of anything beyond that.

After the others retired for the evening, I asked to speak with Shepherd. “Joseph”, I began, “I have become weary of your arrogance that you may make plans for my future! First with Chibuike, now with Kimi. We cannot simply take in all the people in this country who have problems. Yes, God has blessed me with some resources to care well for my family, but it is not up to you to be volunteering them to others. You rely upon my friendship, and indeed it will always be there, but you cannot use it in order to simply make yourself feel better that you have alleviated suffering through your presumption of that friendship”, I concluded.

Shepherd looked straight ahead and said nothing for some time. He finally spoke. “You are correct in your assessment Luke. I have presumed upon our friendship to achieve what I would like to do, what I believe is right. I have no right to assume that you share those same ideas, nor do I have the right to speak with your voice in these matters”.

I had gotten myself into a self-righteous anger and I was spoiling for an argument to convince him of my position. I wanted him to feel uncomfortable and argue back. His response left me speechless. Nonetheless, I continued, “I cannot have you putting me in these positions. I have resented this in the past, but I ended up acceding to your wishes. I will no longer do this Joseph”, I concluded.

“Very well” he said, “I understand. Please forgive my behavior, I did not mean to hurt you Luke”. With that he left the room and retired for the evening. I was left with having the winning hand, but no joy in the victory.

At some point in the night, Joseph had left our house. The next morning we learned that he had walked down to the harbor and that he had been seen in the company of several men near Oldham’s Tavern. Such information usually did not bode well. Oldham’s Tavern was the site of veteran seamen who were looking for work on a ship. Edwin Carr never took men from there as he was trying to put together a crew. Other captains did secure seamen from there, often to regret it later when they found these men to be thieves and scoundrels. However, these men worked cheap, seldom asking for much in actual wages, and only wanted to be left alone about their past duties on ships. Past sins were not brought up by captain or crew. Only loyalty to the ship, and willingness to fight to defend the ship and its cargo were really required.

We also learned that just two weeks before, a ship had docked which was smallish in size, but had large sail capacity. It was built for speed but not much for large cargo. It looked like a raider ship, and it was registered to Lord Andrew Kensington’s London & Western Trading Company. It was the same ship that had badgered us on our return trip to America.

Chapter 63

Kelley and I went down Oldham’s Tavern to talk with people there about having seen Dr. Shepherd. The owner, Horace Oldham was a large man with ruddy red complexion and a scruffy white beard. He had been a sailor at one time, but stories varied about his past. Perhaps he had been in His Majesty’s service, but perhaps he had simply been a brigand who claimed such service. He was advanced in years and he lived alone in a room in the back of the tavern.  

“What do you fellas want?” he asked. “My friend and I came to buy a drink and to talk with you about some events of last evening”, I said. Surely I knew that I would get no information without overpaying for a drink of rum.

“What do you want to know?’ he said. “You know I don’t know nothin’ that goes on around here”, he pre-empted. “Let me buy my drinks, and then we can decide if you know anything or not”, I said. Oldham knew what I meant by that and he became a little more agreeable. How much for two rums?” I asked. “I reckon 3 shillings a glass is fair”, but 4 would be a might better” he winked. I handed him 10 shillings and he poured us the drinks. “There was a ship that came in a couple of weeks ago from the Western & London Trading Company”, I said. Did any of the crew come in here last night?” I asked. “I get a lot of sailors come in here”, he said, “and I never ask them what ship they serve on”, he said. “Was there any disturbance here last night? Anything that seemed unusual?” I asked. “Not in here”, he said, “but the Constable came by after I closed up the place and he was askin’ about some ruckus down at the harbor. I guess he thinks that whenever there is a ruckus, the men must have come from Oldham’s place!” he said laughing. “What did you tell him?” I asked. “Well, a nigger come by here with a wild story about some men who rough handling another fella, sayin’ they was gonna kill him. That sorta thing happens some down at the harbor, so I didn’t pay him much attention, but this nigger was upset and about to bust. Wanted someone to come and help. I guess he got to the Constable, but the Constable don’t listen much to slaves. The Constable got himself a drink and left. Never heard no more after that till you come in here”, he finished.

“Did the slave give any names of who was in trouble”, I asked. “Yes, now let me think a minute”, he paused. He looked at me in a way that I knew that such information would cost another drink. “While you are thinking, give my friend and me another drink”, I said. Kelley, however had had enough of this nonsense. “Oldham”, he said, I’ll take another drink, but you best remember that name or I will come over that counter and break you in half”, he said with very little emotion. Kelley, while up in years a bit, was still muscular from his daily farm work. Oldham took Kelley seriously, for he quickly remembered the name.

“Shepherd” he stammered, “Joseph Shepherd was that fella’s name.” “What else did he say?” I asked. That’s all- just that this fella Shepherd was bein’ roughed up a little. Niggers get excited about such things, don’t they?” he smiled, trying to ease the tension that Kelley had introduced.

“I can get kinda excited myself Oldham”, said Kelley. “I get excited when people don’t tell me the whole truth, you know, like if they know something else but don’t tell me? I can get very agitated, and you just never know what might happen”, he concluded. Oldham swore that he knew nothing more, that the slave had run to the Constable, and the Constable showed up at the tavern.

I left with a bad feeling that Shepherd had once again found trouble, or it had found him. “We must find Chibuike” I said to Kelley. “I would guess that he is scared out of his wits, and he may have run off himself”, I said. “We will go back and tell the women what has happened, and then we will try to find Chibuike.”

Upon returning to the house, I found Margaret crying as she and Chepi and Kimi were discussing what they had just heard. Chibuike did finally return to our house, finding the courage to show himself to other people. He naturally feared for his own life, and, in fact, told us that he had overheard that very thing- a threat upon his life. But it was much worse than that…

Chapter 64  

Chibuike was having trouble telling his story as he alternately wept and shuddered as he recalled what he had heard the night before. He had just begun telling of his encounter with the sailors from the London & Western Trading Company. The sailors had been drinking, and in their drunken ramblings, they revealed much information. Their ship, named the Cove, had indeed docked about 10 days earlier, and had unloaded a small cargo. That cargo was muskets, the finest French muskets that money could buy. They were headed, Chibuike understood, for French traders and hunters who could use them for weapons, or use them for trade with Indians. Chibuike had happened upon the group outside the Oldham Tavern, then quickly realized that he would not be safe if they saw him. He had hidden in a shed behind some bales of straw which were used to refresh the filthy floor of the tavern at irregular intervals. He then heard the men enter the shed, with a man whom they had captured and bound. He then peeked up just long enough to see that the victim was his protector, Joseph Shepherd.

Chibuike said he had scuttled behind the straw, fearful for his life. He heard the conversation now that the three men had with Shepherd and relayed it to us in fits and starts. “The one man say to Dr. Shepherd, ‘Lord Kensington asked us to bring you along with us. Now, you come with us or we kill you, and we don’t much care which one it is. But Lord Kensington thinks you may have some worth to us alive’, “is what he said”. Dr. Shepherd, he don’t say nothin’ back to them, so the other one says, ‘if you don’t come with us, we gonna kill you, and Dr. Greene and his family, and even that nigger and squaw he got at his house now. He say, ‘we seen them all there tonight. We was outside the house ready to burn it down. We decided that having Dr. Shepherd alive would be better since Lord Kensington tell us that we can get a ransom for him. He is a big man in England, and the people there want to talk with him about some things he done. Got some letters from all these people- kings and princes and such- that say he got to come there and work for them.’”    

 “Dr. Shepherd, he say to them, ‘I will go with you, but you must not harm Dr. Greene or anyone in his house.” “Then he say, ‘and do not try to extort money from them, or from anyone else, a ransom for me.’ “Then they say, ‘We gonna do what we want with you, you ain’t in charge here!’ “Then Dr. Shepherd, he say, ‘I am no good to you dead and we all know that. Promise me that Dr. Greene and his house are safe and I will go with you’. “Then they took him down to the wharf and I start to run back here.  Nobody seen me. I’m good at runnin’ and hidin’, and he had a faint smile on his face.   

“Horace Oldham said that you had told the Constable what happened and the Constable went to Oldham’s tavern to ask about anyone seeing the disturbance”, I said. Chibuike looked dazed. “Dr. Greene, I don’t go near the Constable, I am scared of that man. He might take me back to bein’ a slave. I don’t trust him or hardly anybody. Why would Mr. Oldham say that?” he asked. “I don’t know” I said, but there is more going on here than we think”, I concluded. I had suspected that Chibuike would stay as far away as possible from the Constable. This now confirmed my thinking.

The women were crying and Kelley and I were beyond fury. We were not going to allow Shepherd to be taken without a fight. Kelley and I gathered some men we trusted, and told them that we needed some help for Dr. Shepherd. Kelley and I were not young men any longer, but this outrage inspired us! We gathered a group of about 15 men in just a few hours, and we headed down to Oldham’s Tavern. Clearly, there had been some things that did not seem right, and Oldham’s story about Chibuike and the Constable was a good place to start. Kelley was glad to have another chance to confront Oldham, and I had to encourage him not to act too rashly too quickly. However, my heart was really not in that since I too wanted to bash that devil’s skull if he were really involved in some plot on Shepherd.

Kelley and I walked in to Oldham’s Tavern near dusk. Our little band of friends were waiting just outside the tavern, but out of view. As we walked in Oldham began his brash posturing. “You two ain’t had enough excitement?” he said as we walked in. “We just wanted to come in for another drink”, I said calmly, but Oldham knew that was certainly not the case. “I ain’t got any more information for you two, so a drink is all you’ll get from me”, he said. “I do not want any more of your information Oldham”, I said, “Because I would not trust it to be true”, I concluded. He squirmed a bit, but blustered and fumed, “You callin’ me a liar?” he said. Kelley could no longer constrain himself. “We all know that you are a liar Oldham, I just came for a piece of your hide”, concluded Kelley. Oldham’s eyes grew wide. A man who was in the shadows came out and lunged at Kelley with a knife. Kelley saw him at the last second and stepped aside as the man lunged. The man hit the bar in front of Oldham and Kelley drew his own knife and slashed the man’s arm almost to the bone. The attacker howled in pain and Kelley kicked the wounded man straight in his stomach. He dropped to the ground with no breath in him, and he was gasping for air. As soon as the men outside heard the ruckus in the tavern, they rushed in with knives, clubs and pistols drawn, ready to wreak havoc with anyone foolhardy enough to challenge them. Oldham was stunned and, for once, speechless. The attacker began to finally draw a breath, and one of our men grabbed him and bound him with a chain. He was bleeding badly from the knife wound, but I saw that there appeared to be no likelihood that this wound was mortal, so I decided that a bleeding man might act as a good deterrent to more violence. Indeed, Oldham quickly regained his voice then and blurted, “Are you fellows mad? What are you doing attacking my brother that way?” he said. “I really wanted to attack you”, said Kelley, but that bastard had to be first. But you’ll be next if you don’t start telling the truth”, said Kelley.

Oldham saw that he was seriously outnumbered, and that we had found that he was lying to us. I thought that Oldham was going to be forthcoming at this point, but Kelley, went over to him and grabbed him by the collar and shoved him into the wall. “I would cut your throat right here, but Dr. Greene would not have it. But I will beat the truth out of you right now”, said an enraged Kelley. Oldham was now in fear for his life it appeared, and he told Kelley, “I will tell you everything I know!” One of our men piped up “That should not take too long!”, and the laughter served to ease some of the tension that gripped the tavern.

Kelley backed away from Oldham a few paces, held up his knife and said, “Start telling the truth Oldham!” Oldham took a deep breath and began to talk. “Back last week, these men from Kensington’s company came to the tavern. They had just entered port a few days before and they said that they had a deal for me. They said that Lord Kensington had paid them to track down Joseph Shepherd and get him back to London. He had gotten ahold of letters from all over Europe about Shepherd and the things that he had done and some discoveries he had made. Oldham said that he knew of Shepherd, and he knew of me, and he told these men where they could find us. When Shepherd wandered into the Oldham’s Tavern after leaving my house, unable to sleep, Oldham thought that he had been delivered a treasure. He notified the sailors through his brother Sam (now the worse for wear thanks to Kelley), and the men tracked down Shepherd near the tavern. Chibuike, who happened to be night hunting for possum since he tried to remain scarce often during the daylight, stumbled upon the gathering on his hunt.   

I found out later that Kensington had gotten hold of these letters which we had requested during the trial- the letters from Rene Descartes, Robert Boyle, the Queen of Sweden, King Christian of Denmark, Blaise Pascal, and many others. Kensington, however, was only interested in one letter. A letter from Robert Moray was about a new kind of gunpowder that did not produce a cloud of smoke when it exploded. Shepherd had found some way to make this powder, and nobody else could apparently do it. Robert Moray, in whose letter these things were discovered had given full credit to Shepherd for the discovery, even though he had written of the discovery of this new explosive powder in his notes.   

“Where are Kensington’s friends now?” I demanded of Oldham. “I swear to you I don’t know!” said Oldham, fearful for his life. Kelley was not convinced of that and he landed a tremendous blow to Oldham’s stomach. Oldham fell to the floor and promptly vomited. He was in misery now and Kelley would not relent. “You tell me where Dr. Shepherd is or you will never get up from this floor!” Kelley roared. Oldham tried to regain his breath, and I intervened. “Sean, hold back just a bit and allow the man to breathe”, I said. Oldham was on his hands and knees and crawling through his own vomit trying to get to his feet. “All I know”, he said feebly, “is that those sailors were headed back to their ship. They were going to head back to England as soon as they could to get Shepherd back there to Kensington. That is all I know”, he sputtered. Oldham then fell on the slippery floor, grabbed at his chest in pain and cried out. Then he lay there motionless. I rushed over to him and saw a tinge of blue coming to his lips. “Dear God”, I muttered. I listened to his heart and I took his wrist to measure his pulse. Shepherd and I had learned this from Santorio at Padua during our brief trip there. We had found this skill very useful in our practices, and now I was desperately hoping to find a clear pulse. I could not.

Chapter 65

The Constable had met with Kelley and me about the death of Horace Oldham. He had died on the floor of his own pub with Kelley, me, and a handful of our friends who had confronted him and then witnessed his death. Oldham’s brother, Elmer, had been seriously wounded in the fight with Kelley, and he had asked the Constable to charge Kelley with murder. I had attested to the fact that Oldham had died of natural causes.  While no charges were brought on us, Elmer Oldham became a sworn enemy who vowed to avenge the death of his brother.

Our son Jacob had been seeing Jane Smith whose family had come over on the Mayflower in 1620. Jacob wanted to settle down and have children, much like his sister Anna. They were married in early winter soon after Shepherd was taken captive and whisked away from us. We loved Jane and her fiery spirit. She expected that Jacob would forego his sailing career if he were to be serious about having children with her.

 Indeed, Jacob had been considering starting his own business, and he took in his brother-in-law, John Adams, as his partner. Adams was an astute businessman, schooled in the law. Jacob knew sailing and commerce from the Massachusetts Bay Company and together, they began a shipbuilding business with an eye toward capitalizing on the burgeoning cod industry. Jacob believed that the inexhaustible cod population around the Bay could feed the world. His technique for salting the cod to preserve it was something he learned from Chepi and Kimi. The amount of salt needed to be just right to correctly preserve the freshness and flavor of the fish, but not so much as to destroy the flaky flesh of the cod. Kimi and Chepi had kept this skill for themselves from their Algonquin heritage, but they shared it with Jacob because of their trust and affection for him.     

Chibuike was learning a trade as Kelley took him in to help him to learn about hunting and farming. He was a very hard worker, and grateful for the opportunity which we had given to him. Kelley entrusted Chibuike with a musket for hunting. It was indeed rare for a former slave to be given access to a firearm, but Kelley had no real hesitation in allowing this. In fact, Chibuike became a rather skilled hunter, and he was able to bring in more game for our winter larder. Chibuike was helpful to not only Kelley and Chepi, but to Kimi who became fond of him. He was the first man that Kimi actually had trust for. Chibuike also talked with Kimi about his interest in healing roots and herbs, talking with her about his native plants in Africa which had medicinal qualities. I felt ashamed often when I thought about how I had resisted Shepherd in his compassionate efforts toward Chibuike and Kimi.

I was now 61 years old and while slowing down some, had retained a large degree of my physical health. Here again, I needed to credit Shepherd, who had ideas about the value of physical exercise. Most physicians and professors advocated rest as a way to preserve the body. Shepherd however, in his typical paradoxical ways, suggested that daily exercise was essential for good health, as well as a diet that included many green vegetables and less meat. He was routinely ridiculed for this type of thinking, but he seemed to have little regard for criticism when he was convinced that he was right about something. “One needs to live with oneself” he would say, “If you know who you are and what you believe, you will not become simply what others desire you to be”, he would conclude.

So with Shepherd in mind, I continued my daily exercise which usually was vigorous work in the garden, repairs on my house, and long walks to my work settings rather than riding my horse.

I was however considering my future generations in this new land. America was clearly now my home and I doubted that I would ever return to England. If indeed Shepherd was being taken back to England against his will, I would have been willing to take on the task of another trip back to help rescue him. More realistically, we would write to our friends in England who could be of more help in tracking him down, as well as the brigands who had captured him. People at the Massachusetts Bay Company in London would be my first contacts. Jacob Carr and John Adams could secure more help in London than I could at this time. Indeed, they had already begun to try contact people in London who could be of help when the next ship left Boston harbor.

I was unsure that I would ever see my friend Joseph Shepherd again.

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  I believed that it was important to chronicle family journeys for future generations. America, I believed, would be that “beacon on the hill”, and the story of those of us who came here from England should write out that story as it was unfolding. Much like Shepherd referenced the Bible as a chronicle of faith, so journals, diaries, personal reflections, and historical works should be passed through family generations.

I had this discussion with both Jacob and Anna. Both agreed that such writings would be great ways to preserve the history of our family, and also could be of value to people even outside of our family, even with the knowledge that our family history may not be of impact or interest outside of those who followed in future generations of the Greenes, Carrs, and Adamses.

So, with this in mind, Jacob and Anna promised to preserve family history by writing their family story, and also to make this a heritage and expectation of future generations. I was so pleased that they respected my wishes, and had even agreed so readily to this solemn pledge. I believed that our family story would persevere for generations to come.

Chapter 66    

The sailors of the Cove had bound Shepherd and had taken him down to the harbor under cover of darkness. They had a day’s head start on us in absconding with Shepherd. They likely planned to sail at night and be safely beyond sight of land before dawn. Shepherd, true to his word, offered no resistance to them in exchange for the promise that no harm would come to the Greene extended household.

Edwin and Jacob Carr were alerted about what had happened. We figured that we may need to pursue the Cove to try to save Joseph. Edwin and Jacob said that they had no access to a ship of the Massachusetts Bay Company for at least a week, perhaps two weeks, due to refitting. The type of ship needed would also need to be fast and able to fight if it were to come against the Cove. No such ship was available.

We decided to go down to the harbor in hopes of finding the Cove before she headed to England. Our little band of warriors was ready for action, and Kelley in particular. Despite his advancing years, and his bad leg from the old injury on the Intrepid, he was still a man of action and courage.

When we reached the harbor, we saw no ship that matched the description of the Cove. There were several fishing boats, and one ship from the Massachusetts Bay Company which was being refitted for service. A few fishermen told us that they had seen the ship we described a few days ago, but she had slipped away one night, and she was well onto the ocean by now. Once again, Shepherd was headed to England without me, but this time not of his own accord.

While out at sea, the Cove made good time. Clear but cold late December days were fine for sailing, but there was always risk of a winter storm. Sailors spent their time repairing the inevitable leaks, sewing torn sails, etc., but mostly, they were bored and they drank. Discipline on ships such as this were only as good as the Captain’s leadership and command. This was not an English ship of the line. It was more a combination raider/trader ship – a type that Kensington had practically invented.

The captain, Mr. Morley, was stern and weathered. Scarred from not only smallpox, but some facial wounds from a sword, he was somewhat unpleasant of appearance. He evidently tried to compensate for his ugly appearance with an ugly disposition. This, of course, seldom produces the desired effect, but Morley was a man not to be disputed with.

One day, Morley was bragging to the men about his way with women. He went on to talk about all the women around the world with whom he had shared a bed. One of the crew, Eli Spencer, began to laugh hysterically. Indeed, he had been drinking, and his loose tongue was to be his undoing. Spencer uttered between laughs, “You mean to say that some woman would actually would want to be in the same room with you, much less the same bed?” The rest of the men around Spencer heard the remark and started to laugh themselves.

Morley glared at Spencer, then drew his knife out of its sheath. He moved on Spencer with the knife. Spencer, with no weapon, turned away from the raging Morley, but Morley kept coming. No one moved to stop Morley and Morley lunged at Spencer with the knife. Stumbling out of the way now, Spencer ran out of room, and Morley stabbed Spencer in the back as he tried to escape. Morley pulled at the knife, but Spencer’s muscles had enclosed around it, and Morley could not easily withdraw the knife from the back of the wounded Spencer who now fell onto some rigging. Spencer lay wounded, the knife protruding from his back as a grisly reminder of Morley’s uncontrolled rage.

Spencer was seriously wounded as he lay in pain and shame, helpless to remove the knife, and unaided by the rest of the crew. Morley withdrew to his cabin, and only then did some men come to Spencer’s aid. The man who served as ship physician, Mr. Davies, was untrained and not particularly competent. He withdrew the knife from the bleeding wound with some effort. He then found a rag, placed it on the wound, and tied another larger cloth around Spencer’s torso to keep the bandage in place.

He sat Spencer up and gave him a draught of rum to calm him. Spencer was in a good deal of pain and he drank the rum greedily. Davies and one other man helped him to a bunk below deck and placed in the space that Shepherd occupied. More rum finally dulled the pain and allowed a fitful sleep for Spencer.

Shepherd was bound, and chained to a bulkhead as Mr. Davies moved Spencer below deck. Spencer awoke much later to see Shepherd hunched over him, trying to tend to Spencer’s wound. “How did you get out of those shackles?” questioned Spencer. Shepherd smiled, “I have been free from them the whole time”, he replied. I simply slip them back on when I hear someone coming here,” he replied. “You mean you are free whenever you want to be?” asked the puzzled Spencer. “Yes, you could say that”, replied Shepherd. “I am always as free as I want to be”, said Shepherd to the bewildered Spencer. “I slip those shackles back on to allow the crew to feel at ease with my confinement”, said Shepherd. “I am no risk of flight. I have given my word to Mr. Morley that I would go to England with this ship and I mean to keep my word. Unless God provides some other answer, we will all return to England together. However, it appears that you are in some trouble. What happened?” asked Shepherd.

Spencer related his story to Shepherd, but the pain was worsening and Spencer was drifting away from his narrative. Shepherd asked if he could be of help to Spencer and Spencer just nodded. Shepherd unwrapped the cloth from Spencer and found the area around his back to be filthy with clotted blood, dirt, and bits of cloth. Spencer looked to be turning pale, and Shepherd suspected that there may be some internal damage, not just a wound in the muscles of his back. Spencer then coughed heartily and blood dripped from his mouth.   

Shepherd believed that there was some internal injury to Spencer, likely a punctured lung. Shepherd had seen this before and decided that he needed to take action to relieve Spencer’s suffering and perhaps save his life. Shepherd rummaged through his area and found that Mr. Davies had left his medical bag in the corner as he was moving Spencer. Shepherd saw in the bag an instrument that resembled an awl. He carefully cleaned the instrument and punctured Spencer’s side between his ribs. He then inserted a thin copper tube which he had found on a makeshift still the men used to make “sailor’s rum”.   Upon inserting the tube, air from Spencer’s chest was released. Shepherd decided to leave the tube in for a little while to help relieve the painful pressure that Spencer was experiencing. Spencer had mercifully fallen unconscious and was now at some level of rest, albeit fitful at times.

Shepherd heard stirring as someone was coming below deck and he slipped his chains back on. Mr. Morley had come to check on his victim. Morley moved close to Spencer and saw the tube protruding from his side. “Good God in heaven, what is this!” screamed Morley. “Who did this to you!?” Morley asked. “Did Davies do this to you?” Spencer was still unconscious and unable to respond. Morley then looked at Shepherd. “Did you do this to him?’ he asked. Shepherd remained silent. Morley went over to Shepherd and kicked his leg. “Answer me man, I am talking to you!” screamed Morley.

Shepherd remained silent as Morley raged. “Are you trying to kill this man?” asked Morley. Shepherd had to restrain himself from commenting on the incredible irony of that statement, but he again remained silent. 

Morley left to go above to ask Mr. Davies if he had put a copper tube in Spencer’s side. Upon reaching Davies, Morley screamed at him, “What are you doing to Spencer sticking a tube in his side?”

Davies was dumbstruck. “I did no such thing!” he proclaimed. “Well go below deck and see for yourself!” he said. Davies went below with Morley and saw Spencer lying on his side apparently asleep. He saw Shepherd shackled to the bulkhead with his head down, possibly also asleep. He then saw the thin tube of copper sticking in Spencer. “Mr. Morley, I tended to Spencer with utmost care, wrapping a bandage around his wound. I gave him rum and laid him below deck. I did nothing else”, he concluded.

Morley took Spencer by the arm to rouse him and Spencer began to stir. “Oddest dream I ever had”, he began groggily. “I seen Shepherd moving about freely, then he comes over to me and I dreamt he was the one that stabbed me again, this time in my side”, he said, almost laughing. “I felt some better after he stabbed me though, not like the first time in my back- that hurt like hell fire!” Spencer then allowed a little chuckle amidst his pain. “What is this in my side?!” he then shouted. “My God, he left the knife in me!”

Shepherd then finally spoke. Yes, I put that tube in Mr. Spencer in order to relieve his pain and help him. Indeed, I believe that it has”, he concluded. “Well take it out of him now” said Davies, “the poor devil is scared out of his mind!”

Shepherd reluctantly agreed and gently removed the tube. “I may need to reinsert this he told Spencer, but it will help you more than it hurts you”, he concluded. Davies scoffed and said, “You’ll have no more to do with this man. Heaven knows the harm you have already caused him!”

 Morley was amazed at what he had just seen, but he was also enraged about Shepherd’s deception. “You removed your shackles even though you promised you wouldn’t cause trouble. Then you stab a copper tube into an injured man and you say nothing. You are an arrogant rogue, just like they said about you. You cause trouble wherever you go. Now you are going to get shackles you can’t break, and a taste of the lash as well!” concluded the raging Morley. “But that comes later Shepherd. That will be a public lashing tomorrow. Always good to have the crew see discipline at work on a ship”, he laughed. “Discipline at work!”

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The next day, Morley assembled the crew of the Cove and chose Argus Hurst to be the man to wield the whip on Shepherd. Hurst was an especially cruel and possibly deranged man who relished inflicting pain on others. His reputation as a sailor included some battles with Moorish pirates off the Canary Islands. He had been dismissed from the King’s service after having beaten a pirate to death who had been captured in a sea battle. Hurst had gone into service with Kensington after escaping hanging for thievery outside pubs where he would find drunken patrons in the alley, rob them, then beat them savagely.  Hurst wanted the opportunity to have free reign for meting out his cruelty on someone. Morley knew Hurst’s tendencies, and picked him to administer the lashes to Shepherd. The number of lashes determined by Morley was to be 20, administered to Shepherd’s back as he was tied to a mast.

Many of the crew were uneasy with this punishment, knowing that Shepherd had simply acted out of compassion toward Spencer. Morley wanted more compliance from his crew, and for Shepherd to be incapacitated for the rest of the voyage. When Shepherd had been secured to the mast, Morley told Hurst to begin the lashes. Hurst seemed to grin as he reared back for two fast, sharp blows from the lash to Shepherd’s back. Shepherd grimaced as blood splattered from his torn back. Hurst gave another hard blow to Shepherd’s back and more blood splattered. The crew raised no voice of approval as Morley had seen in some past commands. Some turned their head as Hurst struck again and again. Shepherd faltered and lost control of his legs, unable to stand. He was now just hanging by the leather straps which secured his hands to the mast.

The sky which had been somewhat overcast, now grew darker, and a sudden gust of wind whipped the sails tossing the Cove violently. Hurst lost his footing, fell hard on the deck and he cursed loudly. He rose to his feet only to fall again as wind whipped the sails and waves crashed the deck causing slippery footing. Morley was enraged that his show of discipline seemed to end so quickly. Morley was forced to dispatch his crew to stations to secure sails and equipment on the ship. He told Davies to untie Shepherd, tend to his wounds, and secure him below deck.

Shepherd was in a great deal of pain. Davies untied Shepherd from the mast and quickly took him below. The weather now was turning quite ugly. The skies, once leaden, now were almost black. Lightning lit the blackish backdrop in the sky and rain started falling in sheets. Winds were now sustained, not just gusting, and the crew was working feverishly to roll up sails so that they were not shredded, and to save the ship from being torn apart.   

Chaos ruled the Cove as cursing sailors tried to secure tattered sails. Morley was screaming orders to sailors who could not hear anything over the howling wind and rain. Hurst, still trying to get a secure footing, crashed into a spar, and fell yet again. This time he landed unconscious on the deck. A sudden heave of the Cove sent him flying off the deck into the roiling ocean. He was quickly carried away from the reeling Cove and was never seen again.

Below deck, Davies tried to apply salve to Shepherd’s ugly wounds. The rolling ship did not allow for such treatment however and Shepherd thanked Davies for his efforts. “The conditions do not allow for such treatment now Mr. Davies”, said Shepherd. “Go help with the work to save the ship”, he concluded.

Davies agreed and left Shepherd unshackled below deck. Efforts above deck were not going well as the winds continued unabated. The Cove was in serious danger now. Drifting at the whim of the winds, she began to take on water. The Cove was breaking up from the stresses of nature. A terrific noise overcame even the howling wind as the small ship succumbed to the shearing winds. The Cove had split nearly in half!

Sailors now panicked as the ship was disintegrating beneath them. Several men fell from the masts into the raging sea. Most were crying out to God, screaming for their mother, or were cursing their fate until the end. Morley, screaming to no avail, was felled by a toppling mast and killed instantly. Ultimately, all above deck perished as the ship began to break apart. Below deck, Shepherd saw water rushing in and he scrambled up the ladder toward the top deck. As the ship heaved its near final groan above water, Shepherd spotted a small boat that was still lashed to the aft of the ship. It was used at times for sailors to venture out to fish for more provisions when food stocks were getting depleted.

Shepherd found a knife on the nearby body of Mr. Morley. He seized the knife and cut through the ropes holding the little vessel. Shepherd simply jumped into the little boat as the Cove broke completely apart. As the Cove spun about in the storm, the little boat fell into the sea with Shepherd clinging on the oars which remained lashed inside the boat. The storm, now losing strength as the evening approached, splashed salty water onto the torn back of Shepherd. It was both pain as well as relief to him now as he lay exhausted on the floor of the boat. Gradually, the storm gave way to calm and Shepherd could look up at the sun starting to appear as it was dipping below the horizon. The last bits of debris of the Cove were now outlined on the setting sun. Shepherd gave thanks for his miracle rescue as the sole survivor of a maritime tragedy. The skies began to clear as nighttime approached. Night fell on the sinking Cove, each half of the broken vessel sinking at its own pace. Shepherd finally had some peace, secure in his little boat. As it drifted lazily in the now calm waters, the small boat seemed to dance in the moonlight…

Epilogue

Anna Adams and Jacob (Greene) Carr were true to their word, and they kept lengthy and detailed journals, which were passed down through generations. Over the years, these journals were a source of delight for children, grandchildren, and even more generations that came.

Anna and John Adams’ children did indeed have an influence on future generations as Shepherd had predicted when he picked up little John Adams. Their lineage produced two presidents, John Adams and John Quincy Adams, scholars, writers and historians. Through the distant influence of Dr. Greene, this lineage produced some of the best documentation of American history to date. Charles Francis Adams, descendant of John Adams became a great chronicler of American history- a history which depicts the strong love of country and dedication to faith that marked the early American landscape.

Jacob (Greene) Carr continued in his partnership with his brother-in-law, John Adams, and his “uncle” Edwin Carr. They became very successful in the shipping business, developing new contracts with Spain, Portugal, and Holland for salt cod and oysters, and beaver pelt. He had three sons and one daughter, Margaret Eliza Carr, who married John Madison. Margaret Eliza Carr’s great-great-grandson, James Madison, had a large hand in writing the American Constitution, and became the fourth President of the United States.

Anna wrote not just of her family, but of Kelley, Chepi, Kimi, and Chibuike. Sean Kelley died in 1665, having seen his beloved wife Chepi die at the hands of Elmer Oldham some two years after Kelley had inadvertently killed Elmer’s brother in the Oldham Tavern. Elmer Oldham died at the end of a hangman’s rope soon after he murdered Chepi. However, Elmer Oldham’s sworn revenge murder of Chepi seemed to take the heart out of Kelley. He later recovered somewhat after he moved in with Luke and Margaret Greene. He lived out the rest of his life in peace with the Greenes and continued to become a mentor for Chibuike.

Chibuike and Kimi married and were threatened with banishment from the community for miscegenation. It was only by the efforts of Kelley and Greene that they were allowed to continue to live at the Kelley farm in relative peace. They wanted no public attention and were content to live out their lives on the farm. While publicly shunned and shamed, and periodically threatened with being tried as witches, they also ministered their herbal remedies and medicines to people in very private, discreet, late night encounters. People who railed at them in public would come to their cabin in the dark of night seeking relief from various maladies, and they were never turned away.

Chibuike and Kimi had a daughter, “Little Kimi” who married “Prince” Attucks in 1688. They had a daughter, Nancy Attucks, who bore Crispus Attucks in 1723. Crispus Attucks became the first casualty of the American Revolution when he died in a hail of British musket fire at the Boston Massacre.

Herbert Wesley returned to England, but never forgot his time in America. He had returned to England to care for his ailing mother and he was never able to return to America. His progeny however would share that love for America, and later would help to shape and transform it. He and his wife had seven children, and two of his great grandchildren, John and Charles Wesley, founded a great spiritual movement which changed the Old and New Worlds with great revivals of faith.

Anne Kensington was in some despair when she heard nothing from those who were to bring Shepherd back to France to develop the smokeless gunpowder. Moray refused to work on the discovery out of deference to his promise to Shepherd not to work further on this dangerous substance. Smokeless powder would not be developed for warfare for another 150 years.

Anne was to try one more scheme to sustain herself in the French court. Anne had become involved with some of the disgruntled nobles engaged in what later became known as the Fronde of the Nobles.  Her plan to give information and support to this group, which hoped to overturn the monarchy, became hopelessly entangled in the intrigues of the court. Those whom she trusted exposed Anne, and when Cardinal Mazarin found out, he had her jailed. Within a week, she was scheduled for the hangman’s noose. Seeing that her final scheme had failed, she decided to die by her own hand. She obtained arsenic from one of her court contacts and ingested it. She died rather slowly with acute stomach pain and intestinal bleeding. This “friend” had given her enough to kill her, but not enough to kill her quickly. Even to the end, Anne evidently made poor choices in friends.

Lord Andrew Kensington met a grisly end as well. Even though his health had been failing for years, he managed to stay around long enough to continue to wreak havoc among those with whom he did business. Martin Crane and Edward Elliot the old Intrepid shipmates, who had been cured of the plague, had been working for Kensington on one of his merchant ships. One day, as Kensington was overseeing a shipment of tobacco being unloaded on the docks, he ordered Edward Elliott to be beaten with a cane for stealing some of the product. Crane, a life-long friend of Elliott, defended him stating that Elliott was innocent. Kensington came forward toward Crane, and both then set upon the old man. A huge brawl then broke out among the seething dockworkers. In the melee, Crane stabbed Kensington repeatedly in the stomach. As Kensington lay helpless on the dock, the workers stopped to view the writhing old man breathe his last breath. Ironically, his death had a calming effect on the workers. They did not even give him the dignity of a burial, but threw his still warm body into the water where he floated briefly in view of gawkers who did not seem to mourn his passing.

Oliver Craft’s health had completely deteriorated after he had contacted Anne Kensington with the letters he had taken from Rainsborough (and Lord Kensington). He was found on the street near the Jacob Carr Mission coughing blood and shaking violently. He was taken in by Sister Clarice, who ministered to him that night. He lived just two weeks longer, his last days being comforted by the loving hands of people whose former Mission he had burned to the ground many years prior.    

Dr. Luke Greene continued to do what he loved until the end of his life. He taught at Harvard College until he was nearly 80 years old. He incorporated many of the ideas he learned from Joseph Shepherd into his classes, but he lost status and credibility with the other professors and the educational community as he befriended and defended slaves and Indians. His staunch defense of Chibuike and Kimi drew much criticism, and his published works on medical advances such as inoculation, sterile field for surgery, anesthesia, and proper nutrition as part of health were largely discounted and forgotten in the years after his death at age 83.

 Luke’s beloved Margaret died one year after Luke, having been cared for by her son Jacob after Luke’s death. Margaret wrote her own journals, as requested by her husband, and they have been passed on over the generations since her passing. She lived to see her grandchildren become successful and generally prosperous. She had the sorrow of burying her beloved friend Chepi, but also the joy in helping to raise “Little Kimi”, who was a prize to her.

Despite the unfortunate discounting of Joseph Shepherd’s influence and knowledge by virtue of Greene’s lost credibility, Shepherd’s influence was felt in many other ways. His ideas about inoculation were intriguing to Dr. Jenner who continued to discuss the ideas with his friend Harvey. At first skeptical, Jenner wrote of the ideas in his own journals, and his great-great grandson, Edward Jenner, finally popularized the concept which had been around in theory for hundreds of years in 1796.

Shepherd’s intuition and insight into the circulation of the blood in the human body influenced and encouraged William Harvey in his signal work De Motu Cordis. Shepherd’s understanding of surgery and anesthesia were passed on in literature which later revealed a lineage of knowledge that can be traced back to his influence and practices.

Shepherd’s work with Galileo and Kepler helped reinforce our understanding of heavenly bodies, the role of the moon on earth’s tidal actions, and even the idea of the vastness of the universe, completely unknown up to that time.

Finally, Shepherd’s ideas about freedom and self-government were realized through the efforts of William Bradford and the Mayflower Compact, and Adams, Gerry, and Hancock, whose progeny were instrumental in forming the United States Constitution and Declaration of Independence.

Some of the editing of this journal you have just read was actually done by Joseph Shepherd himself. He affixed his name to many of the entries, clarified details, made annotations and observations, but never attributed dates to these writings. This book has been compiled over the years from many sources. While mostly from Dr. Greene’s first-hand accounts, many of the passages have been filled in by Joseph Shepherd, and others who knew the Greene family.

We do not know how or where Joseph Shepherd acquired access to this journal, nor do we know where he went after the shipwreck of the Cove. However, we are grateful for his assistance in compiling this record.

Final Editor unknown…

Author’s Note

Joseph Shepherd is a historical novel. Some of the characters are easily recognizable as important philosophers, inventors, writers, and even geniuses (see Appendix). Care was given to be true to the events of the time period, and most events are essentially historically accurate. Interactions between the historical characters are part of the fiction, although many of these contemporaries did actually have a relationship and had correspondence or interacted with one another. Many of the characters are fictional, including Joseph Shepherd. I have endeavored to give a “back story” to some of the great thinkers and inventors, asking the reader to consider those people who may have played some hidden or untold part in the creative process of those whom we have identified as geniuses.

I used the words “scientist” and “science” through most of the book, recognizing that the name more typically used in the 17th century was “natural philosophy”. I have attempted, as one of the themes of this book, to portray Joseph Shepherd as a man of faith as well as a man of science. His insistence on the compatibility of the two disciplines is important to highlight, especially in a time where (in Shepherd’s time) the Church dominated thought and often disallowed scientific pursuit. In modern times, the opposite seems to have occurred, where science has dominated contemporary thought, and has discredited the role of faith in understanding a complex and interrelated world.

The character Joseph Shepherd is complex and enigmatic as well. My hope is that the reader will embrace him, consider his adventures and influences, and perhaps follow him on his next journey.   

Self-Care is not Selfish

“Self-care is never a selfish act—it is simply good stewardship of the only gift I have, the gift I was put on earth to offer to others.”                                                                                                                          Parker Palmer

I spoke with a client recently who struggles with self-care. She grew up with the narrative that taking time for her own healing and restoration was selfish. We discussed her problematic relationships with her family of origin, and the negative messages she received about her own self-worth.

Now, I am not one of those counselors who likes to blame every client problem on poor parenting. In almost all cases, parents want the very best for their children and they do the best that they can. Yet, in some cases, like this one, the client had suffered abuse at the hands of one of her parents. I can hardly imagine the pain and betrayal of that, but it does happen, and there are some lasting consequences that must be dealt with.

For this client, it was a sense that she was not free to care for herself. I suggested to her that self- care is not selfish. Proper attention to personal needs of safety, health, and personal space are essential, not optional. If she needed permission to take care of herself, I gave it.

So, do the things you need to do to take care of yourself.  Exercise, read, take a walk in the woods, take time alone- whatever you need. We have a responsibility to take care of ourselves. Only then can we be fully available to others.

Prayer: Lord, you have provided all that we need for self-care. Help us to see the value of it, Amen.

Bargains

“As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts”                                                                                                                                                  Isaiah 55:9

Funny how we try to bargain with God sometimes. I am guessing that we all do it, and I know I do. When I really consider it though, I don’t really think that is how God works. That is how WE work.

There are a lot of variations on this, I’m sure, but basically, when we want or need something, or when we are scared, or when we think that someone we love is in trouble, we might try to make a bargain with God.

“God, if you can just do this one thing for me, I promise I will be more faithful”; or “I will never engage in that behavior again if you can just take care of me this time”, and etc. The famous “foxhole promises” are examples of this. Heaven knows, the soldiers who were in terrible danger in war would have every reason to make such requests. I certainly do not blame them one bit.

Yet I believe that God does not make bargains like that. God always wants the best for us, but his sovereign ways are often not known to us. The bargains we try to make with God are the ways that we can lower our anxiety by exerting some control in a situation that we really cannot control. It makes us feel better to make that deal with God, feeling that He will now take care of what we need.

Please do not misunderstand, I definitely believe in prayer. I have written in past blogs about the value of prayer. But let’s be clear, that we do not pray to change God’s mind. Prayer is to change our mind about the situation.

Can God do miracles? Yes, indeed. He does miracles every day, both seen and unseen. My point here is that our relationship to God is not one of bargains and deals. It is about knowing his love for us and his provision, even if it does not look like the deal we proposed to him.

Prayer: Lord, we trust your provision for us, even when we do not see it.

An Observation

Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters, Colossians 3:23

On our vacation last week we went through the Charlotte, North Carolina airport. A very nice airport indeed. We spent a fair amount of time there given our lengthy layover, but there were adequate numbers of Starbucks shops to tide us over!

When I went into the Men’s Room at one of the gates, I heard a man say, “welcome to my Men’s Room”. He was cleaning stalls and urinals as fast as they were being used. Needless to say, the room was spotless and neat. More than that, I saw a worker who took pride in his work, even to the point of calling it his room.  He was very friendly and kind to all of the patrons, even though he was likely to never see us again. His English was a bit broken, and I could tell that he seemed to be of Middle Eastern origin. Of course, I had no idea of his story and how he got to be in this particular job. I just know that he did his job extremely well, and with energy.

I left that restroom heartened by this man’s attitude of service and kindness that I had just witnessed. If more people displayed that kind of heart and service, and took ownership of their little niche of the world, wouldn’t we be so much better off?

Prayer: Lord, bless those who do every little task as a service to you and others, Amen.

Vacation!

For the next week, I will be taking a break, and I will not be posting fresh material on the blog. I would love it, however, if you went to the archives and picked out some past blogs which you may have liked, or perhaps some that you had never read. For my new readers, you will see that the blog started daily on April 1, 2020. It seemed to be my way of dealing with the COVID-19 crisis, and I just never stopped writing!

So, there is an archive with about 480 entries, dealing with all kinds of mental health issues, the Christian life, and simply my observations about the world. I encourage you this week to look some up. I will be starting with new material in a week.

Happy reading, and God bless you!

Acceptable Sacrifice Is…

“For you have no delight in sacrifice; were I to give a burnt offering, you would not be pleased. The sacrifice acceptable to God is a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.”                         Psalm 51:16-17

If you are interested in reading Psalm 51 in its entirety, it is helpful in understanding David’s mindset here. The Psalm has only 19 verses , so it is not a long endeavor. We see in this Psalm the heart of David, but also the heart of God, who forgives us freely, no matter where we are or what we may have done.

            David wrote this psalm of contrition after his affair with Bathsheba. He was, quite literally, a broken man. He says in verse 8 that his “bones had been broken”, an allusion to the depths of emotional pain and suffering caused by his abject guilt.

            This psalm speaks of David’s sin, his contrition, and ultimately, his restoration by a loving God. David knows that, as he stated in verse 10, he needed God to create in him a clean heart, and to renew a right spirit within him. David knew that this was not something that he himself could do. Only God can create a clean heart and right spirit.

            David concluded that the things which really please God are not our burnt offerings and our sacrifices. Rather, God would have us to confess our brokenness to Him, so that He can create in us that clean heart and right spirit.

            We see the progression here in the psalm: God judges sin, and David begins the psalm acknowledging the sin; forgiveness through the “purging of the hyssop (an allusion to the Passover and forgiveness through Christ’s blood; cleansing; renewal of the Spirit; service to the Lord; worship; and restoration.

            All of us come to Christ in the same way- broken sinners asking for forgiveness, which God freely gives. This is followed by joy, power, worship, and service. David sinned greatly and was forgiven greatly. The same forgiveness is ours through Christ.

Prayer: Father, thank you for the lessons you gave to David. You want our relationship renewed with you, and we thank you for loving us enough to want to communicate with us. We ask forgiveness for our sins, and rejoice in your answers. Amen.

Joseph Shepherd Chs. 56-59

Chapter 56

The trial was set to begin in one week. This was the worst possible news as it gave not nearly enough time to have Shepherd’s friends of influence have a voice in his behalf. I contacted Thomas Rainsborough, a recently elected MP, and a leader in the Leveller movement. Rainsborough knew Shepherd well, and he jumped at the opportunity to defend him in court. No Royalist he, Rainsborough might strike a nice balance as the defender of Shepherd. He would be equally trusted, or distrusted by the Cromwell people as well as the Royalists. I wanted to make clear that, even though Shepherd was a former Royal Physician, he was not a supporter of the Crown any longer. I wanted to establish Shepherd as essentially non-political, even one who departed from his past leanings (if indeed he ever had any “leanings” politically!).

Shepherd was languishing in the prison, and I visited him every chance that I was allowed. Indeed, the only time he got decent food was when I brought him something that Margaret had made. He was grateful for the visits and the food. I teased him that he would be just as pleased if he only got the food, not my visit. In fact, I said “If Margaret were to be the one to visit and bring food, you would be happy as a lark!”  

Shepherd managed a weak chuckle at this. He seemed resigned to his own death, but I would not allow such thinking. Shepherd had been offered freedom if he would produce King Charles Stuart. At this point, Shepherd had no idea where Charles had escaped to, although many heard rumors of his presence in Holland. I was fascinated that the local wrath seemed to be centered on Shepherd, not King Charles. Charles would eventually make himself known, and there would be battles with the New Model Army- most were quite convinced of this likelihood. But the anger toward Shepherd seemed out of proportion and out of place. Yet, there were those who seemed to place upon Shepherd the mantle of treachery. He had ruffled some people in high places, and people like Andrew and Anne Kensington were happy to fan the flames of fury against him. As long as fingers were pointed at him, they were not pointed at the Kensingtons.

I told Shepherd that I retained Thomas Rainsborough to defend him in court. He seemed grateful about this, but worried that this might be detrimental to Rainsborough- to defend someone like himself who seemed so unpopular. I told Shepherd that Rainsborough was quite able to make that decision, and that those who opposed him were not in the majority- they were simply more vocal. Shepherd conceded that Rainsborough would be a fine choice, and he thanked me.

I left the prison discouraged. My rock-like friend, Joseph Shepherd, seemed resigned to his fate. He hardly cared to make a defense for himself. It seemed like he wanted to die! I mused upon the fact that Shepherd’s influence had really changed me. It seemed like the energy that Shepherd had originally possessed and had infused into me, was now departing him. I was now focused and motivated in a mission whereas I had been drifting along before I met him. Now, it seemed, his energy, his life force, was diminished and that he had given me a life, but he was now willing to give his up. I would not stand for that!

The trial began as expected. Witnesses were paraded forth claiming that Shepherd was a Royalist. He had been Royal Physician (Assistant Royal Physician to William Harvey, not the official Royal Physician, Rainsborough objected); he had harbored his friend and colleague, Charles Stuart, King of England, in the Mission; he had harbored thieves and criminals in the Mission over the years so this was habitual behavior for him; and he had consort with the lowest wretches in London there; and he enjoyed the privileges of royal friendship as he had influence with monarchs on the Continent. Even his unusual forms of medical treatment were called into question as the prosecutor called upon some of the medical professors from Oxford to berate his “ignorance of traditional and standard medical practices”, and his “disdain for experienced scholars in the medical field”.

Rainsborough was able to deflect many of these peripheral issues, simply because they had no bearing on the current charges. The jury, however, was getting a picture of a man who was radical, unpredictable in his dealings and one who simply scoffed at current convention, even the law. One thing Rainsborough could not deny, however, was that Shepherd had harbored the fugitive king, and he failed to cooperate with the New Model Army who pursued him.

I was called upon to testify about the night that Charles Stuart came to the Mission seeking asylum on his journey. “Dr. Greene”, began the prosecutor, “were you and Dr. Shepherd aware that Charles Stuart was a fugitive from justice?” he asked. “The king told us that Parliament had issued a writ ordering him to appear before them, but he did not indicate that he was under arrest, nor that he would be pursued by Parliament’s forces”, I said. “What did he say?” he asked. “The king told us that he could be compelled to appear before Parliament, but that was not the case at that time”, I said.

It seemed that part of the case rested upon the nuance of whether the king was actually being sought because he failed to appear before Parliament, or whether he was simply avoiding that circumstance by running away. The king had told us that he could be compelled to comply, not that this was already the case. Rainsborough had neatly explained this to me, so my response was as strict as I could make it in stating that we did not see him as under order to testify. He was not a fugitive from justice, he had simply asked us for refuge, and we complied. He was planning to go to Colchester Castle, and that was not totally out of the ordinary for him.

“Dr. Greene”, smiled the prosecutor, “are you a legal expert? Are you trying to make a legal argument defending your obvious behavior of harboring a fugitive from justice? We all know that you acted upon the belief that you were giving safe haven to a man who was under a legal order to appear before Parliament, and that he was simply ignoring, nay, FLAUNTING that order. Such is the behavior of that man who believes that he is above the laws of England. That, Dr. Greene, is the crux of the current problem with the king- he believes that he is above the law! This has been a bedrock belief of English civilization since the Magna Carta! No one is above the law!”

The prosecutor had gone from questioning to pontificating. He had his audience, and I was simply the puppet whom he used to give himself a platform. He had no interest in answers, he simply wanted a pulpit.

“How might I answer such a question, if indeed there is a question in that sermon”, I said, probably inadvisably. The jury and spectators seemed to like the response as it drew a gale of laughter and hoots. The prosecutor, Sir William Lundly, did not take kindly to it however.

“You will answer that and all questions truthfully Dr. Greene. Please be advised that charges have not been dropped in your case, and such rude and disrespectful responses could result in your own trial!” he fumed.

“My answer, sir, is that I am not a legal expert. In fact, the law is something I cannot understand well, but I do respect it. Dr. Shepherd and I were simply responding at that time to a man in need who came to a place he saw as refuge, and we could no more turn him away if he were a beggar or, as it turns out, the King of England”, I concluded.

Lundly had established that we took in Charles Stuart and that we had the intention of giving him safety from whoever pursued him. That is all he needed to do, but he had stretched out the questioning so that he could once again make a case for an arrogant king, and that those who helped him were of the same ilk. My insolent response was not helpful, and I regretted saying it. It was too late to retract it, so we were now clearly living up to a reputation of being arrogant scofflaws.

We were hoping beyond hope to delay and string out the trial as long as we could in order to receive some replies from the influential people who might be of help to Shepherd. Rainsborough used all the tricks he knew, calling witnesses from as far away as he could conjure up, and even begging the court for extra time due to the poor health that Shepherd now experienced. Rainsborough took some pains to detail how poorly Shepherd was being treated, and that the poor food, inadequate quarters, and the lack of sleep he experienced was shameful and taking a toll on the defendant.

The judge, Sir Thomas Ackley, was not unsympathetic. He granted us some time for Shepherd to receive medical care outside of the prison, allowing him to be treated at the Mission hospital under the watch of guards. We were able to gain several extra precious days of rest, as well as time to get additional support.

Shepherd felt much relieved when he was brought back to the Mission. I saw him actually smile for the first time since before his arrest. We did not know how much time we had for him to recuperate, but whatever we had was a blessing. Shepherd began to eat and heal from his mistreatment at the hands of the guards. He was over 50 years old now (although, truthfully, I never knew his exact age, and he had never bothered to tell me) and healing came more slowly. The truly healing thing for him, however, was to be able to treat patients again. He simply could not be stopped from ministering to the needs of those in the hospital. In fact, as he began working with patients, I saw his entire mind and body change. He had renewed energy, became more talkative, and actually started to discuss his future.

Of course, this ended up working against him since the guards reported back to Sir Lundly, and Judge Ackley that the prisoner was “fit and healthy” in their modest opinion. One evening, about 6 days after he had moved back into the Mission, one of the guards was attacked by one of the patients at the Mission. People there knew what was happening, and they were very defensive of their “protector” Joseph Shepherd. One of the poor wretches who had been at the Mission off and on for several years felt very protective toward Shepherd. He saw that one of the guards had fallen asleep and he took that opportunity to run at him with a knife. He stabbed the guard several times in the head and neck area and was ready to finish him off when the other guard swung his sword at the man and cut him down. The poor man died almost instantly from the blow which nearly severed his head. The attacked guard however was seriously hurt.

Shepherd ran to the guard quickly. He saw that there was nothing to be done for the assailant, but quick action was needed for the guard. The guard sustained cuts to his neck, scalp, and ear. His ear was nearly severed, but the neck wound was what concerned Shepherd. He quickly applied pressure to the wound and he called me over to help sew up the wound. There was a great deal of blood loss, and we were not sure that we could save him. Shepherd’s skill at such work was unsurpassed. He was able to staunch the flow of blood and tie off the vein which had been pierced. We worked as a team again, recalling our work on Kelley aboard the Intrepid, the Algonquin native, Achak, in America, and on Jacob Carr after his stab wound. Shepherd made quick work on sewing the guard’s ear back, this being almost an afterthought given that it was certainly not life threatening.

After this attack, the judge and prosecutor were resolved to end this kindness to Shepherd. He was indeed much improved in his own health, and there was no need to expose guards to harm in this house arrest situation any longer.     

Shepherd would be called upon to testify after proceedings resumed. Hoping to delay that testimony, and delay the trial as long as he could, Rainsborough took the unusual step of calling in the guards who were at the Mission to testify. The guards, Micah Davis and Elijah Mays were summoned to court. Davis, the guard who was the victim of the assault, was called to the stand. Sir Lundly appealed to Judge Ackley that this was an unusual and unnecessary tactic. What value could there be in calling the guards to testify. This was a defense trick, and Lundly would not stand for it. “I object to this trick of the defense!” thundered Sir Lundly. “Sir Ackley your honor”, said Rainsborough, “I am simply trying to establish the character of my client, which has been so impugned over the course of this trial by the Honorable Sir Lundly”, said Rainsborough. “I am attempting to show that my client acted well within the bounds of this court when he was shown the grace of recuperating in the Mission hospital. The only way that I can establish that is by the testimony of his guards. Is this trial not about character, as the honorable Sir Lundly stated in his questioning of Dr. Greene?” concluded Rainsborough.

Sir Ackley paused for just a moment and said, “I will allow it. I see no harm in it, and if it can further justice, we all benefit”, he ruled. Lundly sat down, clearly upset, but he managed a smile as he nodded toward the judge.

“Mr. Davis”, began Rainsborough, “can you tell the court if Dr. Shepherd was in compliance with the law while he was recuperating at the Mission hospital?” he asked. “Yes he was sir”, answered Davis. “Did he ever try to escape during his time there?” asked Rainsborough. “No sir, he did not” answered Davis. “Did he treat you with respect and dignity during the time you were guarding him?” asked Rainsborough. “Yes sir, he surely did”, replied Davis. “You were injured while you were guarding him at the Mission, is that true?” asked Rainsborough. “Yes, someone tried to kill me. I was attacked by a mad man there!” said Davis, now a bit shaken. “And how did Dr. Shepherd respond to this?” asked Rainsborough. “Why, he saved my life he did!” said Davis. Some of the spectators and most of the jurors were hearing this for the first time, and they gasped. Rainsborough, in his wisdom, had not allowed this information to be shared as far as he could control it. He had wanted exactly this response of surprise, and he was pleased that this information was new to many people.

Rainsborough went on, in painstaking detail, to question Davis and Mays about how Shepherd had responded quickly with care and skill to save a man who was guarding him from escape. Rainsborough was able to establish something that many people already knew about Shepherd- he was a kind and thoughtful man who sought the best for all he came in contact with. This example was just one example of that, but it was powerful and very timely! This testimony also stood in contrast to the Oxford masters who tried to paint Shepherd as a wild and reckless man who did not display good medical practices. This man Davis was living proof of the opposite.

Then something strange and wonderful happened. Several spectators stood and demanded to be heard. One after another, people gave testimony, unsolicited, about how Shepherd had saved their life- whether it was a physical intervention, food when they were starving or a shelter when they were cold.  Julius Rosello stood and told about his own healing in Rome when he encountered Shepherd there with a friend, and also about his son Mario who no longer had seizures after treatment from Dr. Shepherd.     

Then a young man stood from far back in the court room. There was a short time of stunned silence and the young man began to speak. “I was abandoned at the Mission over 20 years ago and cared for by Dr. Shepherd. A man who Dr. Shepherd took in, whose life Shepherd actually saved, was the same man who saved me from a terrible fire. This was a man whose name I have proudly taken, Jacob Carr”, he said. “I am also the son of Margaret and Dr. Luke Greene. I beg you to consider what you are doing here. This man, Joseph Shepherd has done nothing but good in London, and you want to hang him for harboring a fugitive king?” Jacob broke down at that point and began weeping. Edwin, his uncle, stood with him and held him.

Judge Ackley finally restored order in the court room, but emotions were running high. Sir Lundly had been beside himself with rage at the actions in the room, but he had been shouted down, and he could not turn the tide which had arisen.

Judge Ackley finally recessed the court until the next day. He asked that Rainsborough and Lundly meet him in his quarters. He wanted no part of the display that he saw in the court room to be repeated in the future. Yet he would need to convene without the usual open court to which people had become accustomed. Any secrecy these days was held to be highly suspicious. Mob rule was not far from London these days, and Judge Ackley was sure that it would not begin in his courtroom. 

“Gentlemen”, he addressed them in his quarters, “we must come to some resolution here so that we do not set off a riot. Justice must be served, but not at the expense of the lives of innocent people who will be harmed in riots.” Just as he was finishing his sentence, his bailiff burst into the quarters and asked if he could have a word with Sir Ackley. “I have news!” the bailiff cried. “Just tell the news!” said an exasperated Ackley. Charles Stuart is at Colchester Castle, and he has sent word to Cromwell that he would like to discuss his situation”, concluded the bailiff.

Charles, no longer a fugitive and in plain sight, was willing to talk with the Rump Parliament and Cromwell. There seemed to be less compelling reasons now to prosecute Joseph Shepherd for an escape that was over.  

Lundly was not persuaded that anything had changed. “Shepherd’s treasonous act is not mitigated by the fact that his crime was not successful”, he reasoned. Rainsborough jumped in. “Your Honor”, he said, “Sir Lundly may be quite legally correct in his statement, but may I suggest a bit of a bargain shall we say?”

“Bargain with justice Rainsborough?” said Lundly. “You are like the rest of these brigands that you associate with!” he sniffed in his best self-righteous tone. “My bargain, if I may proceed Sir Lundly, involves a plea of guilt by my client, but with the promise of mercy by the court. No death sentence, no imprisonment, but banishment from England. That way, we have no local martyr that the street people will defend like that fool at the Mission tried to do. There are others who may do that if he stays. You saw that court room-some people are passionate in defending that man. Let us remove him, not by death, but by exile”, he concluded.

Rainsborough was taking a risk in this tactic. He was not at all convinced that his principled client would accept the idea of pleading guilty. Even if he did, Shepherd would find it very difficult to leave his precious Mission behind. However, if he did not make the move now, it may never work. Timing was critical in these things, and he had just come from a court room scene that could turn the tide for now, but such passion could not be sustained. Now was the time to get commitments.

Sir Ackley and Sir Lundly pondered the situation. Rainsborough had given all of them a way out with some kind of honor. They would consider it overnight and discuss it again in the morning. If Rainsborough could convince his client, he may just save his life.

Chapter 57

Rainsborough came back to Shepherd and me with the offer that he had just proposed. “Brilliant!” was all I could say. This was a way to save Shepherd’s life and take him away from the harm that was rapidly enveloping England. Charles’ offer to meet with Cromwell meant that he was so desperate now that he would try a last-ditch effort of a “plea” himself.

Shepherd thought for a moment and said to Rainsborough, “Thomas, I did not authorize such an offer.” My heart sank. Surely Shepherd would not turn down his only way out! “So you are rejecting the offer?” asked Rainsborough. “I need to pray about that Thomas”, replied Shepherd. “I suppose Lundly and Ackley need to as well since they have not accepted the offer yet either”, he said.  

Rainsborough was very calm about the whole matter. I think perhaps that he had anticipated this possible response from Shepherd, so he gave some space for Shepherd to wrestle with it rather than try to convince him of the wisdom of the offer. Rainsborough recognized that it may not have been his job to convince Shepherd, but to simply present the facts in a calm and reasoned fashion and let God convince Shepherd of its wisdom. Indeed, this logic was unassailable. Shepherd was a man of reason, not impulse. Further, no man would convince Shepherd of anything unless Shepherd truly believed it was God’s plan- I had learned that over the years with him. So, giving him the time to pray about it was another stroke of wisdom on Rainsborough’s part.

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Lady Anne Kensington heard the news about Charles making his arrangement with Oliver Cromwell, and she was unsettled. She had cast her lot with the Crown over the years, whereas Andrew had played in the courts of the Royalists and Parliament, as well as the New Model Army at times. In doing so Lord Kensington had made enemies among all sides while he believed that he was simply making friends of all. His deals had made temporary friends, but, evidently, lasting enemies as well. He had managed to get himself out of Whitehall prison by calling in some financial favors and distributing money, but could his luck hold out?

Lady Anne was certain that Charles would be toppled from the throne and likely imprisoned. In her worst fears, she believed that he might even be executed. The same fate may well await her. She contacted Andrew and asked to meet with him at Sherwood Pub. Both were well aware of the treachery of the other, but in this time of crisis, they were thrown together for a last chance of saving themselves.

“Whom can we rely on in this danger?” asked Anne as they met outside of London at the pub. “You have friends who have helped you get out of prison, who helped you?” she asked Andrew. “There were several people who came to my aid” Andrew said, and they were well compensated for it”, he concluded. “Your little plot could have gotten me killed”, he said to Anne. “Why should I do anything to help you?” he asked.  “If you had had your way, I would have been beaten to death, not imprisoned at Whitehall”, he said.

“We can help one another now”, said Anne, deflecting Andrew’s obvious observation. “And how do you propose to help me?” asked Andrew. “I have friends who have arranged a safe retreat for me”, she said, “but you have the ship that I need for the passage”, she concluded. “And what do I get?” asked Andrew. “You get to keep all claims that I have on your estate”, she said. “So, I profit after I die, having the ability to rest in the grave with the consolation that you cannot profit from my hard work”, he said. “That does not sound very satisfying to me”, he snorted. “Yes, I expected as much” Anne said. “I will also pay you £10,000 for the use of your ship”, she concluded.

Andrew did not even raise his eyebrows at this offer. “You are truly in need Anne”, he said. “Even if I wanted to help you, and I do not, it would cost you £25,000 for use of the ship, depending on where you want to go”, he said.

Anne had expected that this would be a difficult negotiation because she was not in a position of strength. But she was in trouble. Her affiliations with the Crown had made her poison with her primary contacts. Cromwell had already put her on the list of “Enemies of the English People”, so she was expecting to be arrested anytime. While Andrew was not safe to entrust her fate into, he was about the only one with whom she could negotiate now. 

“So that is your offer?” she asked. “I did not offer it” said Andrew, now enjoying Anne twisting in the wind. “I simply said that would be the cost. I am not interested in offering you safe passage”, he said.

Anne was starting to panic, but she tried to maintain her composure.  Now she understood why Andrew was willing to meet with her despite her attempts to destroy him. He would now try to destroy her or put her into financial ruin. He was willing to take risks in order to exact some revenge upon Anne.

“How do you know that I did not invite you here to kill you”, Anne asked, her mood darkening. “I fully expected that you did my dear”, replied Andrew. “I brought along 25 armed men who are not 50 yards from here”, he said. “I only brought 5 because I trust you so much”, Anne said acidly.

Andrew laughed and the tension was broken a bit. “I have good reason not to trust you”, he said. “I should have brought more men!”

“Now that we have that out of the way, perhaps we can begin to negotiate in earnest”, Anne said smiling. Andrew darkened quickly. “Just because we can still laugh does not mean we are not enemies Anne”, he said. “My offer to you is that you turn over everything to me- everything that you own, and I will consider providing safe passage for you to America, or to France where you have lovers who may take you in”, he concluded. “I want you broken in every way, and I will not rest until you are!” he glared.

Anne knew that she was beaten. Her bravado in trying to negotiate may have made her feel like she still had some power, but she now realized that her bluff and showmanship were not enough for the steely and relentless Andrew. “Very well” she said. “I will deed all my holdings to you for safe passage and protection to France”, she said. Andrew grinned at his victory. “I shall expect papers from your attorney by the end of the week”, he said. “I can arrange passage by the end of the week also when I have reviewed your deeds and holding contracts”, he said.

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Joseph Shepherd was thinking and praying about his decision on the court bargain proposed by Rainsborough.  I came to visit him in jail and he seemed to be in a very reflective mood. “Have you considered your decision about the arrangement that Rainsborough has arranged?” I asked hopefully. Shepherd seemed not to even hear my question as he was intent to talk about other things. “Luke, I have never told you about how I ended up on the Intrepid have I?” he asked.  “You told me about being in Egypt, then signing on with a trade ship, the Herald, I believe. I always thought that you had lost your memory of what happened because of the blows to your head that you sustained”, I replied. “I did lose those memories for some time, but I have recalled much of what happened over the years”, he said. “I did not tell you about my life prior to Egypt did I?”  “No, I do not know of your life before you were in Egypt”, I said.  “Please tell me about that”, I said, “I am most anxious to know!”

“Before I came to Egypt I travelled around the Continent, working with some wonderful people. I was in Swabia with Johannes Kepler as he was formulating his experiments on optics. He was a true genius and a man dedicated to God. He believed that he could honor God by discovering more about His creation, a notion, as you already know, I happen to agree with. He was an amazing astronomer, coming up with ideas about the planets spinning on axes, the moon’s role in affecting tides, designing better optical equipment for both astronomy and vision. We even worked on things like determining the likely year that Christ was born, and I am quite certain that we have established that reasonably correctly.”

“Wait”, I said. “You both worked on these things?” I asked. “Oh yes, Kepler and I were very close then. I just wish things would not have gotten so troublesome with his mother.” “What happened with his mother?” I asked. “She was accused of being a witch by the people in her town. She was a bit of a troublesome woman, very bright but also very eccentric and opinionated. She absolutely refused to recant her story when being accused of being a witch. In fact, she was completely innocent, but she would not accept the bargain that was offered to her when they could not prove her guilt. The townspeople had conjured up a plan to get rid of her, and she fell into a trap of making a potion that they said was from the devil. She was a woman skilled in medicinal herbs and plants, and I have used some of that knowledge in my own practice. Sometimes people are not ready to accept new practices and they react out of fear. Interesting that fear often comes out looking like anger”, he concluded.

 “I have been thinking about her lately with this bargain that Rainsborough has tried to arrange. She had the courage of her convictions and she refused to succumb to the tyrants who oppressed her. Can I do less than that woman? Johannes learned that trait from her, and he stayed strong in his convictions, even when he would have been safer to accommodate to the demands of those in authority.”

“Joseph”, I began, “I am most impressed that you worked with Johannes Kepler. Your genius never ceases to amaze me! I also know that is not why you told me the story since the only thing that surpasses your genius is your humility. And I know that your sense of ‘right’ is much more developed than mine, but I too am a friend, and I have some advice to give. You lose nothing by agreeing to plead guilty to harboring a fugitive- you did harbor a fugitive – we harbored a fugitive. So plead to the truth of that and accept the mercy they are willing to extend. Is that beyond your values?” I asked.

“I truly appreciate your care for me Luke, but truth is more complicated than simply agreeing to a bargain. If I accept that bargain, I am allowing them to keep alive a system of authority that is not legitimate. What they did to me was wrongful behavior. When Paul was in prison and then was released after wrongful procedure, he demanded that they acknowledge the fact that they had wronged a Roman citizen. He did that not for his own purposes, but for the benefit of the young church which needed freedom from oppression.”

“You may be the most stubborn man I know!” I concluded. “I will return tomorrow to see if even God can change that stubborn mind of yours!”

Shepherd was right- fear often does look like anger.

Chapter 58

Back at our residence as I talked with Margaret, Edwin and Jacob, I told them of my encounter with Shepherd and my frustration with his stubbornness. Margaret and Edwin nodded in agreement. They too had seen his unbending will when he believed that a principle was at stake, and they had worried that it might be his undoing.

Then Margaret said, “You mentioned something about Joseph and Kepler’s mother. What happened there, I don’t understand what that had to do with Joseph going to Egypt”, she said.

It then dawned on me that Shepherd had never finished that story. We had become involved in his current distress and he never told me what happened. “I must be sure to ask him that when I visit him again”, I said.

“Have you decided when you are going to return to America?” asked Edwin. “I have been giving that some thought Edwin”, I replied, “but I think that depends on Shepherd’s decision and the willingness of the court to follow through with Rainsborough’s bargain. If they allow him to go into exile in America, we can take him back with us. It would really be an excellent solution. We could all be together again and I am certain that Shepherd would like to see what has happened in America”, I concluded. “And if the court does not allow it, or Shepherd does not agree?” Edwin said. “We cannot leave him in his hour of need”, I said. “We must fight for his release, or stand by him in his sentence”, I concluded.

Margaret began crying softly as I spoke. “We must persuade him to accept a bargain if it is proposed, and we must pray that there indeed is a proposal”, she said. We nodded in agreement and finally drifted off to our rooms to sleep.

Early the next morning, Rainsborough came to the Massachusetts Bay Company quarters where we stayed. “I have news!” he said. We looked at him and knew that it was good. “They have offered Joseph a reduced sentence of exile to America if he pleads guilty, and apologizes to Parliament for “obstructing justice” in harboring the King.

We looked somewhat downcast and Rainsborough was shocked. “Don’t you understand?’ he asked. Shepherd will be free! He can go back to America with you if he simply complies with the court’s request”, he said.

“We know Shepherd well”, I said. I am not convinced that he will do either of the court’s requests- plead guilty or apologize to Parliament. If he continues to believe that he is right, he will do neither, even if it costs him his life”, I said glumly.

 “I will visit him this afternoon”, I said. “Pray that he has an open mind”, I added. “Perhaps I should go with you?” Rainsborough said. “No”, I said softly, “I want to go alone”.

I visited Joseph in prison that afternoon and I found him to be in good spirits. I decided to delay talking about the arrangement that Rainsborough had succeeded in acquiring for him. “Joseph”, I began, “You did not finish telling me about how Johannes Kepler’s mother had something to do with you going to Egypt. Tell me about that”, I said.

“Yes, I did not complete that story did I?” he said. “I was in Swabia with Johannes, and I had been there several months in fact. We were working on refining the Copernican theory about a heliocentric universe. Kepler was sure that the mathematics of the orbits of the planets made it clear that they, along with the earth, revolved around the sun. We had intuitively believed this because any other theory would be much more complicated to explain. He began writing a book about what the earth might look like from the moon, and it gave a perspective that explains how we might look from the heavens as opposed to us only looking out toward the heavens. It got me thinking about how we are so proud in our thinking that the earth must be the center of all the universe- all the planets, stars, comets and heavenly bodies. The sun, as giver of life, can be at the center, much like God, the maker of life should be at the center of our thought. The church cannot explain all of God’s creation. Indeed, that is not the role of the church. God has given to us inquisitive minds, tools like mathematics to understand His wondrous creation. It is a shame that those who pursue thought outside the purview of theology are condemned.

We began to teach and publish such ideas, and church people were becoming uncomfortable, then angry. We were being called heretics for pursuing our discovery of nature, which, in our opinion, are not antithetical to theology, but complementary. The more I see of the intricacy of creation, the more I see God himself. At the same time, Kepler’s mother, Katherina, was being charged with being a witch. She liked to deal with natural, herbal remedies, and she prepared such medicines for people in the town. Her ideas are a bit different, and she can be a hard woman to understand at times. In fact, many found her to be off-putting and distant – a dreamer with eccentric ideas. When Bruno Marker died after drinking one of her remedies, she was charged with being a witch. She was a hard-headed woman and refused to recant a statement that she had made earlier about witchcraft. Even when she was granted freedom, she chose to pursue vindication from her charges. Kepler and I rallied to her defense, and we offended the town burghers to the point that we were also accused of witchcraft. Kepler’s mother remained in a kind of house arrest, and Johannes was ordered to watch over her- under house arrest himself until his patron, Tycho Brahe could help arrange a reasonable disposition to the problem. I was told that I must leave Swabia, but I was not given safe passage to any Christian land. Neither Catholic nor Lutheran nor Calvinist would come to our defense, rather my defense. So I decided to go to Egypt. This Moslem country, pagan as they were, allowed me refuge because of Kara Mustafa Pasha, whom I had met years before in my travels through Macedonia. He had heard of our writings, and invited me to have asylum in Egypt with the intent of going to help rebuild the library in Alexandria- a grand vision of Pasha, but just that- a vision or dream. That was unlikely in a land where any knowledge outside the Queran was becoming dangerous. I went to Alexandria and quickly found that Christians, even under Pasha’s protection, were in danger. Pasha himself was executed not many years later. I went to become a ship’s physician, and you know what happened to me after that” he concluded.

As I listened to his story, the one theme I heard was that his stubbornness, and that of Kepler and his mother, had time and again stymied him. “Joseph”, I said,” that is a fascinating story. Your travels and adventures rival that of Marco Polo I do believe. But your journey seems to be one of running from things at times, not going toward a dream or goal of your own.  What are you running toward, not running from?” I asked.

Shepherd thought for a long moment on that. “My life is not one of running away, although I see how it may appear so to you”, he said. My life is about seeking God by learning about His creation, and using that to help his people. I find that God’s people do not always take kindly to things offered to them. We are like frightened sheep who resist the care of the shepherd who only wants to save them from danger. When I took over the Franciscan Mission, I found peace, but even there I encountered resistance for doing good. But, I have learned, as Peter said in his epistle:  Having a good conscience; that, whereas they speak evil of you, as of evildoers, they may be ashamed that falsely accuse your good conversation in Christ.For it is better, if the will of God be so, that ye suffer for well doing, than for evil doing.”

“Joseph, you are dedicated to doing God’s will. Please do not let your stubbornness get in the way of that”, I said. “What do you mean?” asked Shepherd. “Rainsborough just this morning told us that Judge Ackley and Sir Lundly have accepted his arrangement to have you plead guilty to the charge, apologize to Parliament, and you will be offered exile in America as punishment. You could come back with us to America. Surely you know that you can serve God’s people there, and you will have me and Margaret and Jacob and Edwin with you, along with Henry Adams, and other friends. Joseph, it is another new start! How often does God put such opportunities before us?” I concluded.

I waited as Shepherd listened to my plea. “Yes”, he said, “I had already decided that if the offer were given, I would likely take it. But I would only accept the offer if you were completely committed to it. My prayer had been that I would know it to be God’s will if you were to plead that case with me one more time. It was somewhat like the “fleece” that Gideon put out before God when he was called to battle the Midianites. I know you had pleaded with me once, but I needed confirmation that this was from God, not just my decision for my own benefit.  God speaks to us in many ways Luke, but I wanted Him to speak through you. I am convinced that He has done that. I am ready to accept the grace offered by the court, even though I believe that the process and tactics they used were wrong. The more important principle, as you pointed out, is that I must not let my pride stand before God’s work.”

We rejoiced at the turn of events when I returned to the Massachusetts Bay Company quarters. We planned to return to America as soon as we could arrange for all of us to finish our business in London. Gerry and Hancock had not met with Charles Stuart since he was already on the run by the time they were to meet with him. They did meet with several MP’s who showed some sympathy toward them and the cause of those in America. However, most of the House of Lords were indifferent to the needs of America, and some were actually quite hostile. They spent the rest of their time in London meeting with importers who had a taste for the cod which were abundant in American waters. Cod was becoming king in the trade world, and New England had the best cod and oysters that could be found on earth. Gerry and Hancock made friends with people who were to lead the way in increasing the cod trade.

We would be leaving in just a matter of 3 or 4 weeks as we awaited the Queensgate’s refitting, and a final passage list for the 40 some passengers who were awaiting their trip to America. Edwin and Jacob Carr were busy with planning for the trip as it was now autumn, 1648. Shepherd was regaining his health which had been almost broken in Whitehall prison.

Andrew Kensington had his eye on our voyage preparations also. He had revenge on his mind toward Shepherd, me and especially young Jacob, who had “stolen” his vessel in America. Kensington never forgot a wrong, and his “patience” for revenge was legendary. Kensington had reviewed the deeds given to him by Anne, and he had arranged for her passage to France after having ensured that she would be a near pauper upon arrival in France. She would be totally in the debt and graces of Cardinal Mazarin and Louis XIV and the French aristocracy. Likely too old now to serve as a mistress, Anne would be challenged again to live on her wits and guile to survive the machinations of the French court. She had been equipped to do that over the years, but she was now a beaten woman- another victim of the wily Andrew Kensington.

The recent Treaty of Westphalia, which had just been signed, seemed to bring an era of peace to Europe from the religious wars. Shepherd seemed to be alternately baffled and agitated about the religious wars which had plagued the Continent for the last 30 years. However, the idea of peace brought him some relief. Indeed, I was finding myself to be something that was very new- an American. Yes, I was English by birth and culture, but I was finding that what some called an “American Spirit” was capturing me. I saw value in a land which espoused religious liberty; a land where position and wealth were not the pre-requisites for success; a land where ingenuity and risk were rewarded with financial gain and personal independence. Adams, Gerry, Hancock and others were believing the same things, and that is why they returned with us somewhat sullen when they saw that the English Parliament had no such thinking, and were more than a little stunned that the upstart Americans would try to negotiate as equals on economic trade items such as cod, tobacco, molasses, and timber.

We boarded the “Queensgate” on October 27th, ready to sail back home. Home indeed! America was now home!

Chapter 59

Anne Kensington was adrift and hopeless in Paris. Cardinal Mazarin, her old protector seemed to no longer have use for her. Indeed, he had agreed to house her in the palace and give her modest financial support, but she no longer had access to power and the means to live the life she was accustomed to. She was a kept woman, the role she had let people believe she was playing in the past, while actually managing to exert great power and control. Now, she was that hated type that she had played, and she was miserable.

One day, she received a package from London. She was surprised to see that it was from Oliver Craft. She opened the package which was filled with envelopes from all over Europe. Craft had taken the package from Whitehall. It had been addressed to Lord Rainsborough who was now dead- killed at the hands of Cromwell’s New Model Army. Craft decided to send it on to her, asking for only £100 for the service. Craft himself, now destitute, was trying whatever gambit he could find to live. He gambled on this, thinking perhaps, that he had nothing really to lose.

The letters were from some of the finest scientists and crowned royalty in Europe. The letters had come too late to be used in Shepherd’s trial, but, of course, they were no longer needed after the agreement Rainsborough arranged. One letter, from Robert Moray, caught her attention. Moray had written at the urging of Robert Boyle.

Moray was known in both English and French courts as both a scientist and a person of some influence. Shepherd had met him while serving King Charles, and had discussed with him ideas on the role of potassium nitrate in gunpowder. While experimenting with Moray one day with nitric acid, they had come upon a peculiar effect when they mixed it with some starch from plant material- it tended to explode! Fascinated by this, they worked at trying to understand why this happened, and they came up with a type of gunpowder that exploded, but with much less smoke and soot. Shepherd saw the likely outcome of this and wanted no more to do with it. He knew that this might make battlefields much more dangerous, and cannon much more useful. He asked Moray to keep this a secret with him, and trusted that Moray would do just that.

However, secrets do not tend to stay secret, and word got out about this curious substance. Moray, to his credit, honored his commitment to Shepherd that he would no longer work on this substance. However, as a man of science, he kept notes about his work, and those notes came into the hands of people who saw a way to exploit it. However, they lacked the knowledge of how to proceed. Moray had noted in his letter that Joseph Shepherd was a brilliant man of science, and that he should be considered a treasure to England, not a subject of imprisonment. While the letter was no longer necessary for Shepherd, Anne wondered if this letter might be of use to her.

Anne’s scheme was to find those men who had discovered the notes, and then find Shepherd and coerce him to cooperate with those who could turn this discovery into a fortune. It also would be of infinite value to her French hosts, and may get her back into a position of power. Through her old network of friends, and with Oliver Craft’s help, she was able to track down the group of men who had come upon Moray’s notes. Now she just needed to track down Shepherd.

Anne knew that she did not want to work directly with the devil, but she felt that she could persuade Mazarin to deal with Lord Kensington to track down Shepherd and to become rich once again. If Andrew were also to become richer, she no longer cared. She wanted power and wealth, and that alone became her god. The £100 was a small price to pay Oliver Craft for this.

The Wayback Machine

Today, I reached into the “Wayback Machine” (you’re welcome, fans of the Rocky and Bullwinkle Show), and I grabbed a very early blog entry. It goes back to 2017, written shortly after my knee replacement surgery. I remember that I experienced some mild reactive depression, and this blog was therapeutic for me to write. I hope it is helpful for you too…

I am now nine days post knee replacement surgery, and the healing progress is real, but, in my thinking, interminably slow. Such thinking is undoubtedly formed by excess hubris on the part of the patient, painful but true. However, there have been many lessons already in this process, even though that process is quite new. Time indeed is relative, even though in a different sense than Albert Einstein explained it.

I am struck first by the fact that the struggles of rehabilitation from surgery are often much more mental than physical. It goes without saying that there are significant physical struggles, but the will to do the hard work of rehab, to force oneself time and again to engage pain because you know it is good for you, takes a certain amount of faith. I trust that the principle of “no pain, no gain” is true, however, that does not make me want to engage it. That is a moment by moment battle to “just do a little more”.

There is also an immutable law of nature which is paradoxical. In order for new life to happen, there must be a death somewhere. The renewal of our bodies, and indeed that of all nature, only takes place by the old cells which have died being replaced by new cells. Muscles which have been damaged by surgery must be rebuilt and strengthened. In the words of the Bible, (John 12:24) “I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat is planted in the soil and dies, it remains alone. But its death will produce many new kernels–a plentiful harvest of new lives.” (New Living Translation)

Another lesson from rehab is that “use it or lose it” is proven once again as another universal truth. Lay off using muscles for a few days and muscles believe that their owner has died, or decided to die, so they might as well retire. They start to atrophy right after we stop using them for a while. The point here is that the sooner we use every muscle we can, the sooner we heal.

Finally, one must decide to be well. I know that just because we decide to be well that such decision alone does not make us well. However, if we do not choose to be well, we cannot be well. There is a certain despair that hits everyone at various times- that self-defeating part of all of us, which tells us that this healing is never going to happen.  “Just give up and stay in bed” it tells us. I suggest that this happens to everyone, regardless of surgery or anything else. There are times we just want to give up and go to bed. I think it is reasonable to visit this place in our head, and even entertain it for a very short while. However, we can only visit this place, we cannot live there.

I write this as self-healing, so thank you for indulging that. However, the much higher purpose is to engage the reader to think about some laws of nature and how we deal with them. Healing is a great gift, but it comes with cost. We need to allow others to help us in this process, and we need to push ourselves to do the work of healing. I am learning on that journey, and it is good for me. We learn from pain and we better understand the wonderful plan of how healing really works.